Swimming again… I hurt

Last Friday I signed up for the Davis Swim Masters program. It’s like a gym membership, but all I get is a pool and a coach. The coach is the most important part to me. I don’t have the self will to force myself to work out. I find it very hard to push myself when I am tired. The group environment with a coach who makes a exercise program for each time, makes it easier for me to swim and get back into shape (not to mention getting a tan again (I’m so pale… *shudder*)).

Talking over with Diana yesterday about what my plans are for my future. She mentioned that I don’t seem to excited about becoming a lawyer. She is right there. The problem though is that I don’t know what I want/can do. I want to do things, but I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to make money on it. I’ve started writing again and it is good for me, solely for personal reasons. I doubt though that I’ll ever be able to make money doing it or make a career out of it. The management at Borders is recommending me for a new manager position which I could take… but if I do so it puts an end to any further education. The problem with higher education though is that what am I going to do with it and how am I going to pay for it?

So confused…

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